Three sick kids and two hospitalizations in a month can really stretch your will power to the limit. I haven't slept since I can't remember when, been too worried that I started pigging out again (well, that's actually not the only reason), and I've encountered too many doctors this month for my liking ( don't get me wrong, I have nothing against doctors). I have been too stressed that I had my period three times in a month!
You would think that now that the kids are all at home, it is back to normal. But no, that is far from the truth. Groceries are dwindling, bills are coming, and appointments after appointments are to be set up. Where did my old boring life go? I AM LOSING CONTROL and I CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET BACK ON TOP OF THINGS. I am physically tired, emotionally exhausted, and mentally harassed. I am not complaining (well, maybe a little) and I am aware that I am ranting my brains out. I just need some sleep. 24 hours of sleep. Or maybe 12... Even 6 goddamn hours is fine by me. I. JUST. WANT. TO. SLEEP.
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